we were such great roommates! i love you. i learned so much from spending my freshman year living with you. we survived so much together. i love our talks, our shared obsession of country music, how much you like purple, your love & toleration of people that i wish i had. you’re so smart, and not just book smart. you recognize the value of real life experience, meeting people where they’re at. & i’m glad. i’m so glad. & i’m so happy for you. gah you make me smile!!!
sincerely,
sam
especially bible college!
ohhhh my grief, the things that are said. i love it so much.
and all the people.
i love people.
and i’m an introvert.
which is also why i love the fact that the library has a fiction section.
Praise the Lord.
Oh G-d, you are so good to me. I thank you for these incredible blessings, the people, and teachers, and my family. I never remember this stuff when life gets hard and i’m stressed. but You are there. and I should not forget it.
that’s ever been mine.
i love this song.
right now, i really want a boyfriend and marriage and babies who turn into children.
and a house, one of those small ones you always hear people tell about, how they raised their kids in a house three rooms too small, and how everyone was packed two or three to a bedroom and the turns in the bathroom made one or all late for school or church.
and how in the midst of it all, dad and mom, husband and wife, lover and beloved, somehow could stop and stare into each other’s eyes, with the flame of love still burning strong.
the barely there smiles that would play across their faces as they leaned in closer. sometimes to kiss. and others, just to be in the presence of the one they adored.
that’s what i want. and i want it so badly. G-d has got to be trying to teach me something. it’s probably to remind me that only in Him can i be truly and completely filled with unfailing, unconditional love. that nothing but Him satisfies. that i cannot begin to grasp the incredible, amazing, boundless love He has for me, some screw up who can’t keep it all together, who waits til the last minute to do things because she can. who fails utterly so often. oh dear Lord, how gracious and loving you are. You are a great G-d. thank you. Shine through me Jesus. Dear G-d, save me from myself.
well, i suppose the technical definition is ‘non-denominational’. it’s really dreadfully confusing with all the tiny details that separate different groups of Christ-followers. i guess it’s easier to just define a few points of what i believe..that Christ died, and came back to life three days later, that G-d, the Holy Spirit, & Jesus Christ the Son and the trinity, or three in one G-d-head. that all humanity is in need of a saving grace, which only Jesus is qualified. the only way to heaven is through Christ, and one’s entrance into heaven is not through good works, but faith in Christ Jesus. doing good things is, well..good though. what is faith without deeds? what is speech without action? not all religions are the same. the Bible is infallible, always correct. many version and translations do aide in convincing some that it isn’t, simply because the original language cannot always be accurately conveyed through a translation.
i think that covers most of it.
[and the whole deal with spelling G-d with a dash is something i picked up from a friend of mine:: out of respect & fear of G-d, i don’t spell it out all the way. in no way am i condemning or tell other people to do this, this is just my way of showing more respect to the Lord.]
this is for the people in my life. the ones who ask me how i’ve been and let me hang on to them. i just like to be with people. don’t take me anywhere, just sit down, and let me rest my head on your shoulder. because then i feel loved. and cared for. and so humbled, because some one would love me, who is not worthy of it.
i’m scared of a relationship, partly because of how someone could love me despite my faults, but more so because i’m scared i won’t love them back.
Oh dear Lord, thank you for this incredible love and mercy you surround me with. these people, they do so much that they don’t realize. God you are so kind, and amazing. thank you Jesus, for saving me.
title credit, quote, The Mentalist. Patrick Jane, Simon Baker as. speaking of Kimball Cho when he was undercover, picking up a woman. [as in, using a pick-up line picking up]. Cho, Tim Kang as.
the things that shout:
photos; quotes; movies.
family; friends; love.
fashion; style; college.
blue; green; grey; cream; black.
silver; pearls; gold.
flowers. old books. antique jewelry.
three-storied houses; cameras.
NCIS. Castle. Psych.
The Mentalist. NCIS: LA.
Num3rs. Memphis Beat.
Covert Affairs. Burn Notice.
Royal Pains. The Closer.
Rizzoli & Isles.
The Good Wife.
nicknames.
love that hurts.
Death died when I AM lived again.
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